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my purpose is to make my soul rhyme with my mind
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[Jun. 26th, 2008|04:51 pm] |
Had to put Edward to sleep.
I really really hate that two of my cats died this week. |
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[Jun. 25th, 2008|01:24 am] |
Started summer classes today. My prof is about 107 years old and really sweet, though she loses her train of thought in the middle of sentences. So, there are a lot of pauses between words and she says 'um...' a lot. She seems to really care about teaching though, which is what's important.
Edward is still sick. The vet gave him about a 50/50 chance. Poor baby. :[
We had to put Zoe to sleep on Saturday.
I'm so sad and stressed and exhausted and worried and tired of being worried. I just want Edward to get better so we can all move on with our lives.
Also, when guys post pictures of themselves online to try to get dates, they need to be told that it's probably not a good idea to post photos of them with their ex girlfriends or very pretty female friends. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2008|04:50 pm] |
arghhh stress. stress stress stress!
i got an email from beckah! really excited. i emailed her back. i haven't heard from her in a while, so it's really nice. :] hopefully we can get coffee or something soon.
i have two exams on thursday, arghhh. luckily one of them is open book, but i haven't studied at ALL for religions. so that is what i'm doing tonight. i have an art history midterm during the three days that we are back at school between spring break and easter break, so i'm kinda... mad. acacia is going to be in GR over break, though, so we'll get some studying done, definitely.
i have a design project due tomorrow with a TJ that i haven't worked at all on. tonight i am going to give him a call and ask him whats up and if i can do anything, because it's a really weird project to have partners on, and basically impossible to work together on. bweh.
right now, i am going to take a nap before design survey! because that class is obnoxious and i hate having an evening class. it really sucks the fun out of my day. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2008|09:18 am] |
I had a crazy crazy dream last night!
I dreamed that I was running in the Michigan primaries against Hillary. I only got a fairly small percentage, but it was enough to take Hillary down to second against the 'unconfirmed' vote. So, then there was this random debate thing that happened afterwards, where all of the candidates had to answer some questions. Hillary had to make a speech about how she felt about me, but then she forgot my name. So then Obama got really mad at her and started yelling at her, and then it escalated into a fistfight when Hillary got physical.
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[Jan. 14th, 2008|12:52 am] |
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I am in my dorm room. The first day of my second semester starts tomorrow. I am happy with my schedule and with the classes I'm taking. I'm happy that I've made friends here. I'm happy that my life is, overall, excellent.
I can't stop from thinking, almost obsessing about the elusive stranger that will become close to me, some time, eventually, maybe.
I want so badly to meet and be close with someone who completely comprehends me, all of my facets and quirks. I haven't met anybody like that in a long time. I haven't met anyone in a long time that I felt connected to.
Am I yet just another disaffected youth?
I connect more to the music I listen to than I do with the world around me. I feel like a stranger to my world, to my school, to my friends.
I am not depressed.
I am not anxious or angry or anything.
I am just lost, I think, in right now. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2008|12:50 am] |
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Fingers stained with pomegranate juice,
I dance among speeding tickets and too many men.
Finding myself in a haystack is harder than I thought. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2008|05:48 pm] |
sooo i changed my layout to reflect my deep love of fake mustaches.
i am putting some purple in my hair.
i go back to school tomorrow. i'm excited for my classes, but not for big rapids.
i have a lot of stuff to get done in the next couple months! |
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[Oct. 18th, 2007|10:34 am] |
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:/ terren is selling my rats. it's sad, but... if he doesn't want to take care of them anymore, then i want them to have a good home. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2007|01:46 pm] |
Bwah. I have an art history exam at 3. I think I know it. Maybe. I dunno. We'll see. I should probably study some more.
I have so much to do! I have to get started on my pop art paper for design, and my color compositions. I also need to get the rough draft of my drawing done for tomorrow morning... Guh. AND I have math homework and I need to finish my Illustrator final project on time. Maybe that'll work out. Maybe.
Bleh. I just finished rewriting my three essays for my exam. I think I'll be okay. :/ Nervous, though. haha. I hate exams.
Ummm, so... I am going to talk to Kathleen tomorrow about scheduling classes for next semester, even though I can't do it until november 8th. I'm thinking about taking an extra class or two, just to try and keep myself busy. I really hate being alone after breakups, because I start thinking too much. It's lame.
Speaking of which, Terren and I are on really good terms. We are definitely not going to date again, even though he asked me to on Monday. I think we just don't make a good couple. Neither of us gets what we need/want out of a relationship, especially on my end. So we are going to stay friends. Good friends, hopefully. :) He's such a neat guy. |
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[Oct. 13th, 2007|07:10 pm] |
terren broke up with me.
i don't know what to do with myself. |
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